life is like a boat

what a rotten week

2008-02-09T23:14:00.000-08:00

6th of february 2008.. 8.15 pm..
I will never forget what occured at this time and date..

I have lost a dear old friend to cancer..
It has been a few days now but I still can't talk about this without being
teary-eyed.. I still cant accept the fact that a friend whom I've known for
nearly a decade is gone..

I wish I was there for you, letting you know that there are people who still care
about you.. I know you knew it too but I still felt it was not enough..

I hope you are resting peacefully now and happy now that you are whole again and
by His side.. look over us.. and plese wait till the day we will finally meet again.

I love you, Sharon

Hmm...

2007-09-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

So life in form 6 is not as hard as i expected.
except for the assignment and stuff.
just last week the whole class get scolded by our sejarah malaysia teacher...
*sigh* sorry teacher..

anyway last wednesday watch Naraka 19 with stef, bunny, dennis and andy.
the story is... well... not wat i expected.
i thought it was horror but it turned out to be some suspense hypnotic themed movie..
hai... and the ending is no ending??????

just got back from seberkas..
there's a blood donation drive there
i went there hoping i could donate blood but bcoz my blood pressure is low
its 100/70 i'm not qualified...
what a twist of luck..

anyways... got a lot of homework to do..
so that's all i guess

so bored!!

2007-04-25T02:08:00.000-07:00

I've been in peninsular Malaysia since last Friday and damn, am I bored!

Have nothing to do to entertain myself. Actually I planned to watch Kyo Kaea Maoh! at my sister's house here but her dvd remote control is broken!!
Aaaarggggggghhhhhhhhh........

Later going to Puchong to fix it, I think.

oh yeah, I'm planning to go visit Sharon. That is if she allows me to.

Ok gotta go!

bad day

2007-03-01T00:06:00.000-08:00

It's the first of the third month of the year and although I just received my pay yesterday,
I stillfrrl like trash..
My whole body hurts like hell and today I took a day off coz my mother asked(ordered)
me to go to the hospital for my ENT appoinment and as always it ended up not good.
I have to take medication for 2 whole months!!!!! Quite impossible for me since I detest medication.....

Anyway on the bright side, I plan to leave for Selangor on the 21st of April and stay there for passibly a month or two... Can't wait to see Adrian and Gabriel again... and Sharon too..

For the last 2 months I've been working in a cafe near Choice Daily at Tabuan Jaya.
The pay is quite okay since they give us a daily allowance for food.. but there are always flaws in no matter what you do..
not that I complain but *sigh*

1. the customers loveeeeeee to smoke.. whether it be Dunhill, Benson & Hedges, Marlboro just to name a few... I can't really tolerate people who smokes and it pains me to force a smile on my face (have to maintain a god work etiqque)
2.it's not only the customers who smoke but my fellow collegue and my boss too.. so whenever they light up, I move away as far as possible
3.there are some people that I don't really like over there so I tried to avoid crossing path with them.. for example the boss's grandchildren..since their parents oporate a stall there, they always come to the cafe to help them out. let me tell you I had never ever met someone so ill-mannered in my life... UGH....

It's a good thing I'll be leaving soon . Actually my mum asks me to go now but I still have stuff to do here so I decline...

listening to the song that evon intro to me 'MY PACE'
I found out the singer for this song is the seiyuu for KUROSAKI ICHIGO in the anime BLEACH.. cool.... or SUNSET WISH

HAPPY VALENTINE!!!!

2007-02-13T20:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHETER THEY ARE NEAR OR FAR...

AND REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU PEOPLE.......

Chinese new year coming soon and it falls on evon's birthday...

wish her many happy returns of that day.. right now she's in Mukah I think!!

Eiyuu lyrics....

2007-02-06T00:15:00.000-08:00

Okay, dont laugh. The fact is I still watch Ultraman... and here are the lyrics from the one I'm watching right now

Ultraman Nexus - Eiyuu
kakko tsuketeru tsumori de
tokui ni natte
daiji na koto wo zenbu
okizari ni shichatte
jibun de jibun wo
kurushimeteiru shuujin
sonna boku ni sayonara sa
TRANSFORMATION
yami ga kowakute dou suru?
aitsu ga kowakute dou suru?
ashibumi shiteru dake ja
susumanai

otoko nara
dareka no tame ni tsuyoku nare
ha wo kuishibatte
omoikiri mamorinuke
koronde mo ii yo
mata tachiagareba ii
tada sore dake dekireba
eiyuu sa
(ALL RIGHT)

kyou mo nanda ka yaru ki ga
okinai nante
amaetsukushi no jibun ga
hontou wa kirai de
toriaezu wa omote de
shinkokyuu koushin
sonja ima kara shimashou ka
TRANSFORMATION
yowaki ni natte dou suru?
ashita no kimi wa dou suru?
damatte shita muitecha
kikoenai

otoko nara
dareka no tame ni tsuyoku nare
butsukariatte
sei ippai yatte mirou
naite mo ii yo
mata waraereba ii
tada sore dake dekireba
eiyuu sa

otoko nara
dareka no tame ni tsuyoku nare
onna mo sou sa
miteru dake ja hajimaranai
kore ga tadashite
ieru yuuki ga areba ii
tada sore dake dekireba
eiyuu sa

otoko nara
dareka no tame ni tsuyoku nare
ha wo kuishibatte
omoikiri mamorinuke
koronde mo ii yo
mata tachiagareba ii
tada sore dake dekireba
eiyuu sa
(ALL RIGHT)

THE SONG IS JUST GREAT. PERFORMED BY DOA

the trip to damai

2006-12-16T23:57:00.000-08:00

On 15th December. me,evOn3, Vonn, viople,doreen and jenny went to damai for a 3 days 2 night stay.. each of us pay RM60 for our hotel rooms and we are sponsored by doreen's mother, too. THANK YOU auntie!!!!
just join a forum today in order to download manga... hahaha
well, picture of the trip I will upload soon... and the videos too..
it's been a wonderful stay and I wonder when we will ever gather as a group again..
quite sad at the thought but I've seen it coming for a long time already..
things will never be the same again
after this all of us will go our separate ways...
but our friendship will always be strong..
it had been and will be...

pictures coming soon!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics

2006-12-14T00:55:00.000-08:00

SONG OF FIRE AND STORM (I really like this song)

*Kire kagima saibastia

Kiweta i adora i amena i adesta
idela
Asora i adora i asora i yamasa
idita dora

(Kasa melistora
Imeta li aora
i kasa melindora
Ilyia iya

Kasa melistora
Imeta li aora
i kasa melindora
Ilyia)

Kire kagima saibastia
Inaria miamenta
Asora ita saibastia
Imilia iyasii iya

Kiweta ita saibastia
Inaria miamenta
Asora ita saibastia
Imilia iyasii

(Kasa melistora
Imeta i aora
kasa melistora
i kasa melindora)

Ilyia...

last week events

2006-11-05T19:10:00.000-08:00

*sigh* I've graduated from school already.I can't believe the school year ended so fast!! Last Thursday was our graduation day. The first part where all the speehes by the principal and chairman of th school board was dead boring.But after it ended, things started to get a bit emotional. Even Viople had red eyes that day. Nevertheless, it was a great day and it means I have to start to sudy seriously.
So on that day we had our last and whackiest joke in school. Doreen bought a Bogeyman mask to school that day . So early that morning, I wore the mask and went to wreck havoc in school.

long time no see

2006-10-16T22:35:00.000-07:00

SPM is very near so i dont have time to upload...
now i'm into XXXHOLIC and gravitation..
and paradise kiss..

more pics.....

2006-09-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

some pictures..

2006-09-13T22:43:00.000-07:00

this pic is of viople.... i think viople is saying 'will you marry me?'
hahaha

a sad week

2006-09-10T22:40:00.000-07:00

9.09.2006
*sigh* on that day my nephew whom i love so much had left sarawak to go and live wit his mum in selangor. I m very very sad.... very lonely very quiet in my house now...

nd yesterday I think it was Shironnu's birthday... i forgot..
confuse between 10.09 or 9.10......
so very sorry, Shiro....

anyway this week mock exam start already...
have to study and study

Holiday

2006-08-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

From left: han(me),wawai,and evon.can see viople tgh baca a sejarah(or comic?) at the back
Finally the holiday start already.I got 2 books to read . One of them is this book and the other one is The Mediator. Also just recently borrowed Shinobi from viople. Tonight I'll watch it.
My brother just got back from national service. It seems that they have some sort of holiday. Tomorrow there'll be a gathering at the Kuching Festival for the Kuching cosplayers. Very, very nervous coz tomorrow gonna stay at viople's house.
I'm intimidated by the parents since I rarely talk much. I juz hope everything goes smoothly. ok that's all for now.

it's Friday and juz finish my exams!!!!!

2006-08-03T21:57:00.000-07:00

tomoro vio told me got a gathering at the kuching fest
i relly want to go but it depend on vio coz if vio dont go i oso dont go!

i am a year older

2006-07-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me!

today is my birthday but the first thing i get in the morning is a scolding from my mom.
after that go to school and evon gave me a big bar of chocolate as my present. yay!
thank you !!!!!
after that nothing much happen.
oh! viople and a couple of friends got call to see that kaunseling teacher
a very nosy teacher who like t straighten her hair..
tomoro my test start liaw..
*sigh* havent study yet..and my mum nags a lot

happy birthday to.....

2006-07-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

today is my big bro birthday..he's 18
and yesterday was my mum's. she turn 54
mine is this coming friday... i'm gonna be 17
so many thing happens at school but so lazy to elaborate..
anyway, wat can i say...
nothing to say actually

been a long week

2006-07-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

fun fair over already !!! what a relief!
we move house again... well that's me besides knowing to be poker face i am also known as the nomad
the past week hasn't been good... what with the silent war
really dont know what to o with that
but the most important thing is
on 28 of this month is my birthday!!!!
not that i expected ppl to remember coz my mum's on 25 and my bro's on the 26

WHY THE HECK IS EVERYTHING AGAINST ME?!!

2006-06-29T03:25:00.000-07:00

Today is a very shitty day for me... i feel very,very angry with 2 people today
what they tell me is totally diffrent from what they do..
and i'm not the only one who's angry. there are other people who agree with me..
what did i do anyway? i feel very left out and i just start to notice that there are some people who i considered as my best friends turn out not to be after all.
i am not a sandbag where you could express your anger on,you know...
i know, i am not that likeable and that many people hate me(i think)
nut at least dont treat me this way FOR GOD'S SAKE
i am human too got feelings not some barbie doll
if you have anything to say to me just say it straight to my face!!!
as if i dont have enough trouble already...
well enough about that coz if i keep on going on and on about it i will only hurt myself ..
today lili borrow me the korean story "she's on duty" cant wait to watch it..
tomoro me and evon are planning to explore to waterfront
i wan to naik perahu to fort magarita and buy falme of recca vol 24
this saturday is my school funfair so i cannot watch gundam seed destiny*sad*
i wan to go to the haunted house...
have to go loh i've got tuition..
but b4 that
shironu! hi ! my mum dont allow me go to kl lah *sad*
but nvm i will try to go there as soon as i finish SPM

bad day

2006-06-22T03:32:00.000-07:00

this morn my mum lecture me..4 no reason
but i juz listen coz she is menopause
tomoro wanna go to a barbecue at medan pelita wit viople and doreen
and the next morn will be parent's day!!!!!!!!!!!
my mum going to school.... *ugh* i can't bear the thought..
anyway i told her wat iget oredi so she wont be so suprised...
and this afternoon she gaduh wit my sis . AGAIN!
really don't noe wat happen in my family
always fight *sigh*
anyway the character i am suppose to cosplay as em....
semakin lama tengok semakin hensem aku tengok.. hehehe..
but wont tell that to viople coz nanti she will laugh at me
i know she wont read wat i write here,rite?

wat a day!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-20T22:53:00.000-07:00

my bro national servis in way in SIBU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so happy!!!!!!!!
yesterday i call shironu but she was busy coz wan to watch movie...
so have to disconnect lor............
actually wanna ask her about the cosplay club thing
i register oredi but still havent received the validation thing on my e-mail
about the cosplay thing actually on dat day i wan to take a video but we dont hav a decent camera and we dont even have a photographer.. how sad..
and the costume,,,, only waiting 4 viople to find it

fun day

2006-06-15T22:44:00.000-07:00

compliments to evon 4 helping me with my blog
honyou ni arigato....
teacher day celebration day today is so damn boring!!!!!!!!1
the nasyid, stupid dancing, and many others thet is an eyesore to the eye
i register at the cosplay club forum oredi.. only waiting 4 the validation thing
my bro is going to the national service liaw.. i am undeniably so happy coz i wont be seeing him 4 the next 3 months..

the pic is a close resemblence to how he look like.. well only the untidy part...

chow... hav to offline

how to do????????????????

2006-06-13T23:41:00.000-07:00

i tried to change my background but i do the wrong thing......
ah well, mayb i juz ask evon to do it....
today i plus 1 mark 4 my sains paper...
nebt week is parent's day.. i warned my mum not to get angry and juz listen to wat the teacher hav to say.............
i agree to cosplay as HIROTO from ALICE NINE though i dont noe who he is....
the date of the cosplay is 20th of august on a sunday
oh and actually i got only 61% 4 my BM

very bad day

2006-06-12T23:21:00.000-07:00

i juz got back my test paper today n the result is....
4 my BM i got 65%
4 my BI i got 75%
4 my math i got 62%
4 my add math i got 21%
4 my akaun i got 55%
4 my ekonomi i got 52%
4 my sains i got 65%
4 my sejarah i forget but i think i get 64%, mayb lah...
and finally for the stupidest subject of all... moral i got 53%
viople said moral should be practiced not memorised the nilai
how very true....
very bored and tired
lili boro me initial d today and viople finally bawa my bleach cd... yay!

cute!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-08T03:11:00.000-07:00

the best and worst day of my life

2006-06-08T02:40:00.000-07:00

my mom went to kl today ..back on sunday..
after that sumting hapen that make me so angry and depressed
try 2 put it all behind me... mood hard 2 describe...

the pic is the mood i'm in

2006-05-29T22:35:00.000-07:00

2006-05-29T22:09:00.000-07:00